What If I Fall?

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Well, then I’ll get up. Not afraid of falling or taking the next step any longer. Not waiting for other people to take control, this life is about me. So I take responsibility about my own happiness. Leaving behind what is of no need any longer and taking on what is precious. Travel light. Maybe it’s time to learn to be less (yes indeed) empathic and think about my own needs.

And what I do need are people I can trust, deeply connect with, feel safe around and where I can be ME. Life changing decisions, again, are to be taken this year. And this time I feel even more confident that for the constant struggle of the last year I will be rewarded at the end. 

Countdown has begun!

♫ Ozark Henry – I’m Your Sacrifice

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Súch a great song, feels like I’ve known it for 20 years already. But it’s only two years old, might just have played it a lot then. Still heartbreaking..

Ozark Henry – I’m Your Sacrifice

I’m Your Sacrifice

Oh, oh, oh, oow
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
 
Something’s rattled your cage 
Stopped me dead in my tracks 
Been through hell and high tide 
But we never looked back 
I thought that we couldn’t lose and then I bet all I had 
From the top of the world I started seeing the cracks 
 
Am I losing you now 
Am I losing you now 
 
Why would you change on me 
When I took a chance on you 
Is it upsetting you that everything’s in place 
Is this how you play the game 
Giving your hand away 
When I’m all in and still you roll the dice 
And I’m your sacrifice 
 
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
 
Got no cards up my sleeve, nothing under my hat 
The moment of truth, there’s no going back 
Went from Bonnie and Clyde to Jeckyll and Hyde 
We’re fire and ice, we’re fire and ice 
 
Am I loosing it now 
Am I loosing it now 
 
Why did you change on me 
When I took a chance on you 
Was it upsetting you that everything’s in place 
Is this how you play the game 
Giving your hand away 
When I’m all in and still you roll the dice 
And I’m your sacrifice 
 
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
 
Is this how you play the game 
When I’m all in and still you roll the dice 
Giving your hand, away 
When I’m all in and still you roll the dice 
And I’m your sacrifice 
 
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
Oh, oh, oh, oow 
 
I’m still a believer

50 things that make me happy

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Now I am not sure which list is more important to me. The previous one or this one. It is kind of funny to do this and see what automatically comes up. Guess it is pretty clear that I love to use my senses 🙂 This is also one of the boxes to tick off from the DayZero project. It was actually quite hard to stop at 50..

  • the smell of freshly cut grass
  • the smell of the sea
  • the smell of the woods
  • the smell of rain after a dry summer
  • touching the skin of a peach
  • going with my hands through fine sand
  • the feeling that I’m loved by friends and family
  • old people still being in love
  • travelling by myself
  • staring into fire
  • crisp sheets on my bed
  • the stars
  • the moon
  • pinguins
  • the sound of the waves
  • waking up at the beach all drowsy just before sunset
  • walking barefoot through the grass
  • M U S I C (preferably live)
  • reading
  • the smell of strawberries
  • symmetry
  • nature
  • hiking
  • taking photos
  • making things with my hands
  • decorating houses
  • good talks with friends
  • kissing and hugging
  • dancing
  • truly connecting with people
  • laughing till my stomach hurts
  • real chocolate
  • a home cooked meal
  • absorbing other cultures and write about them
  • clouds, and yes, still spotting figures
  • driving (a bit too fast) and singing to loud music
  • lonesome trees
  • waking up to the sound of birds in the morning
  • first spring sun on my skin
  • someone stroking my hair
  • observing people
  • wild flowers
  • the thought of what lies ahead of me
  • my grandmother’s old photo album
  • saxophones and trumpets
  • sweet notes in unexpected places
  • people with twinkly eyes
  • sheep
  • lying in a hammock
  • being with someone who understands you without having to speak

Very curious about yours!